the passion of love...
i dont want any quarrels, just that this is mine way of talking, different ppl express differently, like you told me once before that you wont change yourself just because of me, i will, but not that much to a certain extent..
i just cannot stand the attitude of you just not explaining things to me, treating me like just someoneelse and acting haughty in your sense, i tried to give in, but its just too over-bearing for me sometimes..
i'm a guy, i need respect, all guys do, but i feel like a wimp, a useless person whenever i'm with you, i feel so small, intimidated by you, your actions and your words..maybe you dont realise it, but its happening.
wasn't very happy yesterday, partly because of the ring necklace, you girls don't know the meaning of giving a ring, even if its oversized..rings have a significance in their giving...the other thing was i was unhappy about why my birthday was so...like you were unhappy you couldn't go to perth, now i'm just unhappy over my birthday...sort of jealous...then in the LRT you told me to tell you whats wrong, i told you more problems will come if i told you, you told me to say, then i said, look what happened...next time i will think twice when you ask me to tell you what i'm thinking or unhappy about..
today i just couldnt stand it when you told me that you look down on security guards, saying that they were old, dont look like they can guard anything, you words were hurting
tehy are also humans that try their best to bring the bacon home to support their family.yes that they are of lower education, they arent as fit, but at least they try their best to work and find a job.
i dont think you are such a person that do not care for ppl around you, just calling them useless, i have known you for considerably long, i feel you have a sense of compassion in you, today what i heard i will just take it as a passing remark, thinking that you were just in a foul mood..you are never like that in my heart.
i want to solve the problems between us..
i'm leaving for australia, maybe december or febuary...hope i will be able to leave for australia in peace...
P.S. I'm just a person who is useless and will never make it in life...i never succeed in life, even the simpliest problem i also cannot solve, namely, relationship
thanks janet for being there..aloy too, regine also..and of all, weimeng for talking to me, i may not get a chance top thank you all, as will be leaving this place very soon, to be somewhere where it is................................................
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