the passion of love...
k, a minute thing had happened.
i broke up with her.
i'm not sad,neither happy, but i feel a sense relief.
she initiated it.
i have nothing to say.
i have not heard her side of her story, but much to what i know, its because vannesa told her that i have another girlfriend, besides her, in short, i two-timed her.
this information is from Jia Yi.
but did i two-time her?
to mine extent, i did not.
when was i with another girl who is my so-called girlfriend??
ask yourself,how much time i spent with you??almost all..
can ask yun wei or siti, how i reasoned out to them today, in a logical sense,unlike some others who just know how to say "i do things never go through my brain"
i told them, i spent virtually all my time with her, when i reach home, i'm so shag, where am i possibly able to find time to actually go and be with another girl?
you may argue that a sign that i never sms you recently may be a tell sign, but didn't i state in the very beginning of this term that i will really concentrate on my studies??
i have a whole lot of people who are able to vouch for me that you are my only girlfriend..but since you have thought otherwise, i cant say anything.
reflecting back, the whole relationship was already sour in december, but it was merely passable for the past seven months.
my feelings for you had already faded since then.
now its the whole new me, not the one being suppressed by you, now i'm a free man, no longer needing to suffer under your hands, i feel a sense of relieve..like ben said, maybe you should be happy, you dont need to suffer anymore...
to tell you the truth, being with you, i suffered sh*t literally, now i need not be subjected to this..
just to clear things up, get this straight, i did not two time you, you just believe what your friends say, i never ever two-time a girl, never ever, its against me..ask with your mouth if you believe, ask xin ying, ask wei meng, ask azmi, ask benjamin, ask aloy, ask rachel, ask yilin, ask anyone in my class, in band, when was i ever not faithful?
now aren't you happy?
you got people to come to my class, stand by the window and shout "samuel you b*stard, two time her, f*ck you"
you happy?
now you want to take the role of being the victim of this relationship, its fine with me, since this is just one of the many sh*t that you are giving me again..
yes, now my heart isn't with her, its somewhere else..
upon thinking, yes, maybe i two timed her, with another girl named 'Eb alto sax' and another one, 'Bb tenor sax'..
P.S. think and analyse the things that you hear, for "words are vicious, rumours are fatal" .....think twice before you speak
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